Name: Reggie Flores
Email: reggie_marie_06@hotmail.com
Location: Stoutland Missouri
Date: Wednesday, June 21, 2006 at 21:08:21
Comments: Hey Jess can't believe your gone. I was looking at some peoples
site about how there friends died and i remembered all the thing when you
died. I miss you dearly. You were a great person and I truly truly miss you.
The day you died 2 years ago is coming tommorrow be with your family. Christopher
is such a good kid and Molly looks more and more like you everyday. I know
you're mom and dad miss you alot. I know all of your friends miss you alot
to. I know noone will ever forget how sweet you were and how you had awesome
faith. I can't believe you're gone you were such a true girl you had everything
going for, you Chance and your life was really good. I still miss you at church
singing with us and making faces accross the table at me, I know dad misses
you he misses how he would pick on you, and Courtney misses you to. I love
you my dear friend and miss you alot. Love Always and Forever Reggie
Name: Johanna (Micheal's mom)
Email: lancelot07@sympatico.ca
Location: Stoutland
Date: Sunday, June 11, 2006 at 23:03:50
Comments: I am sorry you lost your precious girl. May you have comfort
and peace.
Name: Chance
Email: YourChance17@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Thursday, June 1, 2006 at 00:35:53
Comments: Hello. Jessie, I'm tired of having these horrible dreams.
Ever since you left I havent been the same. Especially in my dreams. Im so
tired of waking up like this. It's been so long. I feel like that was just
a dream as well. Me and you. I dont know how much longer I can deal with this.It's
not fair. I dont care what anyone says. I'm tired of people telling me to
get over it all the time. They have no idea. They dont know what me and you
had, what it felt like. I loved you with all my heart. Now all I feel is pain
and anger. They dont know! They will never ever know. I will find you. I will
look for all eternity but I will find you. This wasnt suppose to end like
this....
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Here
Date: Wednesday, May 24, 2006 at 22:13:54
Comments:
Dear Jess. I know you are helping little Austin get aquaitned with his new
home in heaven. Look down on Chris. He is hurting so badly and trying so hard
not to let it show. Send you love to him and let him know that his friend
is with you now. I love you and miss you baby.
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Saturday, May 20, 2006 at 00:53:56
Comments:
Dearest Jessica, Graduation was today. Eh it sucked. I watched everyone do
their thing and the whole time I was thinking about how not fair that was
that they got to go on with their lives and you didnt. The school was sooo
supportive and mentioned you and your class was so thoughtful with all that
they put together for you. You were remembered and will never be forgotten.
I know you are in peace. I love you so very much Jessica Lynn Kaiser. Graduation
just proved that you will NEVER be forgotten. I love you, till we meet again,
my wonderful sister
Name: Susie Carroll
Email: zqcarroll@yahoo.com
Location:
Date: Thursday, May 18, 2006 at 15:38:42
Comments:
To a very beautiful woman- I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to meet you here
on Earth, but I know we will meet some day. Your family misses you so much,
but they are being strong for each other. You have a wonderful mom who loves
you very much. Keep an eye on her. And if you happen to run in to Seth, give
him my love. Susie
Name: Reggie M
Email: shortcake_1227@hotmail.com
Location: Stoutland, Missouri
Date: Sunday, May 7, 2006 at 16:31:58
Comments:
I was just thinking about how you are suppose to be here but you are gone.
We would be graduating in 12 days. I miss the things we did together like
when we wnt to mccubbins point with the youth group or how we went to eureka
springs. I still have the necklace you gave me that said best friends. I miss
the things you would do at church like stick your tongue out at me accross
the room. Prom was last night and Molly looked so pretty . To bad you are
gone and didn't get to come. Graduation is going to be so sad I know you will
be looking over all of us. Well i am going to leave you my dear. I love and
miss you., Reggie
Name: Charlie Rose
Email: charlierosewebster@hotmail.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Tuesday, May 2, 2006 at 17:06:58
Comments:
...Wow. Just wanted to tell you I miss you. I got to thinking about you, and
graduation.. and everything, and I just wanted you to know..
Name: Carol Cox
Email: justmeisall2003@yahoo.com
Location: Whiteville NC
Date: Tuesday, May 2, 2006 at 12:21:02
Comments:
I wanted to say that I visited Jessica's website and am so sorry you have
to carry this pain within yourselves. I want to tell all the family how much
it means to me to see such an outpouring of love into this sweet young ladies
life and memory. God bless you all. Carol
Name: Cheryl Ginder
Email: lovey68@verizon.net
Location: Illinois
Date: Wednesday, April 26, 2006 at 01:39:09
Comments:
I came across Jessie webpage via parent's grief support message board. We
lost our 18 yr.old son in an accident also. Brett missed a stop sign on his
way home from the family farm...like your Jessie...we'll never know why. Wishing
you peace....something hard to come by when you hurt so much from missing
them.
Name: stu beitler
Email: stubear0430@juno.com
Location: Tappahannock Virginia
Date: Wednesday, April 12, 2006 at 16:14:35
Comments:
Friends I saw Jessica's story in the book Crosses Across the Nation which
I received from Dee Alstatt ... who is Amananda Alstatt's father .. She is
also in the book .. I did a drawing of Amanda for Dee and he was so appreciative
he sent this awe inspiring book .. Please know that even though I am a stranger
to you ... my heart bleeds and cries for you loss ... Such a beautiful and
loved girl .. there is nothing I can say to help the hurt you have ... If
you would like me to do a drawing for you .. do not hesitate to email ...
I do not ask anything for this ... It is my gift of love from a stranger to
you ... and thank you for sharing Jessica's life story with me ... Her site
is so very beautiful ..... God Bless you always Stu
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 at 21:22:33
Comments:
Well Molly got her braces on today, made me remember all the visits to that
same office with you,with most of the same people working there. I cant believe
all your dear friends are graduating in a month, and that you wont be standing
there with them. Its so unfair.. to us. I know YOU are happier where you are
now. Doesnt make this life here without you very easy though. There isnt a
day that goes by that i dont miss you, and wish i could hold you again. I
have gotten good at pretending that life is back to normal, but it never will
be. Until I can see you agin my dearest, Mommie.
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Friday, April 7, 2006 at 14:12:43
Comments:
Hey Jess, I am in school right now. About to get teary eyed, but I'll be ok.
I just want to say that I miss you a lot. I wish that people would be more
like you. You were always so kind and thoughful of everyone else. Why do people
always let others down? I just dont understand how someone could be so self
centered that they forget who their real friends are. Ill get over it though.
I miss you and wish that you were in my arms hugging me. I could go on forever
but then people might worry about me. Love ya sis, molly
Name: Brandon Burns
Email: lnstrbb@yahoo.com
Location: Rosendale,MO
Date: Saturday, March 25, 2006 at 08:24:22
Comments:
I know I put a message on the guest book as soon as I heard from Hannah. I
couldn't find it. I was running with 3 other trucks when I got the call. Hannah
was visting me and I knew that she needed to get home. By the photos and what
Hannah tells me you were a very impressive young lady. I was devasted and
still get misted eyed when I see your piotures and start thinking about the
memories. Although a part of your life a short time , alot of memories. Love
and Miss you dearly. Brandon
Name: Dad
Email: ceasar1_2005@yahoo.com
Location:
Date: Friday, March 10, 2006 at 14:28:25
Comments:
Hey little girl. It's been quite a while since I have posted. I still go here
at least a couple of times a day to browse through your pictures and read
everything. It seems like there are less and less postings as time goes by.
I know people are still coming here because I often write down the visitors
number on the first page and compare it. Today we are at 10943 visitors. I
miss you so much. Please watch over Molly as she now has her drivers permit.
Help ease your mothers heart and mind regarding Molly's driving. It's very
difficult watching another child behind the wheel after everything that has
happened. Please give us all the strength we need. We'll talk soon. I love
you. Dad
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: stoutland
Date: Tuesday, March 7, 2006 at 20:26:05
Comments:
Jessica, I just want to say that I am sorry for the last post. I was depressed.
I love you and still miss you a lot, but I am doing better. Stay in my dreams,
beautiful sister. Love you.
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: stoutland
Date: Thursday, February 23, 2006 at 21:43:39
Comments:
Dearest Jessica, I miss you so much. I know that you came to a close relitive
in a dream, and I am glad that she feels better. I know that she still misses
you deeply, but she is some what at peace. We all miss you. Today is christophers
birthday. I dont know why I cant be more like you. I know that you would be
in a good mood, and cheerful and make christophers day worth while. But what
do I do? I have to go and fight with him. What is wrong with me? I wish sooo
much that I could be like you in soooo many ways. In every way. I love you
and I just want to know that you are still alive and that the first thing
in the morning that will happen is that I will wake up in my origional bed
that I had since I was 9, wake up in my room, go to the bathroom to find you
in the bathroom, hogging it like you always did. I want to see you eating
breakfast and I want you to tell me not to say the word freekin. I want you
to tell me and christopher to stop fighting. I want you to be there to play
bastket ball before the bus came, and then we could just talk, and bond like
we always did. I just want to see you. Oh nice story, except for one thing.
That will never happen again. I can never see you in my lifetime again. I
know that it is a heart beat for you, but it is a whole life time for me.
Goodness I miss you soo much. I dont know why it had to happen to you, because
you would have done great things with your life. You would have been somebody.
You would have been great, like you already were. I think that graduation
is coming up harder than I thought it would be. I dont know how I, or any
of the other family, will be able to take you not being there. Last year,
everyone just about in your class cried. I feel that this graduation will
not be a happy one. No. And I am not for sure why I am even saying all this,
bc it is just a computer, and you will never know that I am saying this, bc
its too sad, and you feel no pain in heaven. I love you Jessica Lynn Kaiser.
Name: Jesse
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland, MO
Date: Wednesday, February 8, 2006 at 22:38:38
Comments:
ive gotten to where i dont talk to you here anymore..... i talk to you all
the time but i do it on my blog site to where only i can see... thank you
jessie, thanks for the guidence you show me as you watch over me. you watch
over us all down here..... i miss ya jess, until next time... luv ya...
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Monday, February 6, 2006 at 00:44:21
Comments:
Jessie, I miss you so much. My heart aches every time I think about you, only
because I cant stop thinking about how much I miss you. I love you so much,
and every time I lay down for bed, I think about you, and the first thing
that comes to mind is, what? Why did this happen? I know that I cant go life
thinking that. But there will always be a pain in my heart, a wound that will
never compleatly heal, a part of me is gone. Some day, I know that I will
see you again, but I wish that I didnt have to wait. You are beautiful, and
will always be. I hope that some day I can become half of what you are. I
love you my dearest sister.
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Thursday, January 19, 2006 at 14:47:24
Comments:
Hello My beautiful sister. I miss you really bad right now. Gay school. Why
do bad things always happen? I know that asking why never helped anyone. But
its hard not to sometimes. I hate crying in school. I love you and miss you
my beautiful sister. Eh great now im gonna be in a bad mood. Well love ya
sis.
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Tuesday, January 17, 2006 at 12:34:39
Comments:
Thank you baby for coming to me in my dreams last nite and sending me your
love. I think this is the first time since you left us that I felt peace after
a dream about you, instead of sorrow. I love you darling daughter.
Name: Doris Mcbroom
Email: mamcsweep@aol.com
Location: momtreal mo
Date: Sunday, January 8, 2006 at 00:12:23
Comments:
Jess,I've been here many times but this time is so special. the love you gave
everyone is exploding all over. You were so special and loved by everyone
you touched in you life. I remember you dad bringing you kids to tan-tar-a
for the fireworks. I saw this skinny little girl with glasses who later turned
into one young beautiful woman. I drive by your cross almost every day. I
shake my head and think it just isn't fair. An ANGEL like you should still
be with those that love you so. Cradle your family and friends in your arms
in their times of need. i haven't seen your mom in a while but I think of
all the times we had at tan-tar-a. Help her get through the days without you.
You were her life. Watch over Molly and Chris (rub his red curls for me)and
send guidance to help them through their rough times. Brenda this site is
such a sacred place for people to remember jessie. Hope it somehow helps you
to find some kind of inner peace without her. She truly was a very special
young girl. Hope to see you soon.
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Friday, January 6, 2006 at 22:42:27
Comments:
Jessie, Happy late birthday and Christmas. I miss you sooo much and I wish
that you were here to make all the troubles go away. I really dont know what
this world is coming to. I dont know what I am coming to. I have changed sooo
much. I think that you would be dissapointed in me if you saw me now. Every
day I wish I was more like you. Freeken know it all. Lol. I love you sooo
much Jessica and I miss you more than anything I will ever miss. So memories
are held in me that you and I shared, and I will never let them go, I promise.
Like one, just because I am listening to my music, is when we would always
sit together in your room as you did homework because you always did your
homework and we would listen to system of a down. You would love their new
cds. They are awesome. I still feel really lost without you. I'm sorry that
I never helped you like you helped me. You will always be in my life no matter
what I do, no matter who I end up with, no matter where my life goes. It is
still very sad and lonley here without you, but I know that you are in such
great peace, no human could even fathom. Till we meet again, my beautiful
sister, Molly
Name: Stephanie Kaye
Location: Stoutland
Date: Wednesday, January 4, 2006 at 12:56:22
Comments:
Hey girlie! Ok I know i got some explaining to do... I SWEAR I didn't forget
your birthday my net was down and I just got around to getting to a computer.
So happy 18th birthday Kaiser girl. I love and miss you so much. We celebrated
Levi's birthday in Atlanta and it hit me how much I wished you were there.
There were so many kids there you would have loved it! We did awesome. Anyway
your siste ris turning into a beautiful young woman and I see more and more
of you in her every day. Chris wants to play the drums so we'll have one more
band geek!! Chance is doing well...he's still goofy as ever. Well girlie I
love you and I'll write again soon , until then I'll look for you in the sunset..
Name: Doug
Email: dougkaiser@mchsi.com
Location: Des Moines, IA
Date: Sunday, January 1, 2006 at 21:15:16
Comments:
Happy New Year Jessica! We love you.
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Saturday, December 31, 2005 at 16:37:54
Comments:
Happy Birthday baby girl. You should be 18 today, I SO wish you were here
in my arms.
Name: Doug
Email: dougkaiser@mchsi.com
Location: Des Moines, IA
Date: Saturday, December 31, 2005 at 11:16:25
Comments:
Happy Birthday Jessie! Today is you're 18th Birthday! We are all missing you
very much. Take care of your family and everyone else. We love you!
Name: Jesse
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutand, MO
Date: Saturday, December 31, 2005 at 10:59:32
Comments:
Happy birthday Jessie, we all miss you..........
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Friday, December 30, 2005 at 23:03:38
Comments:
Im at work on this eve before your birthday, watching for your closest friends
on the tv- you should be at the peach bowl in altlanta too baby. Hope you
are cheering for them as they play at 1/2 time up ther in heaven, and maybe
playing along too.
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Sunday, December 25, 2005 at 10:53:51
Comments:
Merry Christmas my sweet girl. I cant belive this is 2nd Christmas i have
had to endure without you. Missing you more than I can say.
Name: Aunt Lisa
Email: lisaellis@webound.com
Location: Laquey ,MO
Date: Thursday, December 22, 2005 at 18:46:24
Comments:
Well Christmas is here again, another one without you here sitting on my lap..
I am moving forward but NEVER forgetting the void you have left in my life..
Remembering and loving you always, till I see you again.. :)
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Thursday, December 15, 2005 at 23:31:43
Comments:
Jess, Hey how is my beautiful sis doing? I miss you a lot, and it seems like
there is always crap going on. Watch over li, will you? I think about you
and STILL find it hard to believe most of the time. Not a lot new with me.
Well, yeah, there is. I am 15, ur b-day is comming up. and so is x-mas. I
am not looking forward to that, but I really dont anymore. You know why, but
it will get better, so melissa tells me. We all miss you greatly. I love you
so much Jessica Lynn Kaiser, and dont you ever forget it. love ya sis, Molly
Name: Jessica M.
Location: stoutland
Date: Monday, December 12, 2005 at 22:34:13
Comments:
its been a while since i have wrote to jessie. alot of stupid crap has been
going on and i have been think about her alot and i feel with out her in my
mind i might go crazy she always makes things better and some times i just
go look at her picture just to see her beautiful face i miss her so much but
i know she is still around i love her
Name: Reggie Marie
Email: reggie_marie_06@hotmail.com
Location: Stoutland Missouri
Date: Sunday, December 4, 2005 at 14:36:29
Comments:
to my dearest jessica i miss u dearly. Can you belive were seniors. We all
miss u. I was thinking yesterday about all the things we did together and
how i would sit accross from you in church and u would be making funny faces
at me. I think Dad misses tickling you and making u laugh. Graduation will
be different without u. We all will know you are there. Well im gonna go.
Miss you Kaiser Girl
Name: Charlie Rose
Email: doll_0706@hotmail.com
Location: Missouri
Date: Tuesday, November 29, 2005 at 23:59:04
Comments:
I'm so glad you're apart of our class. I went to a funeral tonight. I think
it was the first one I've been to since yours. Brought back a lot of memories...especially
ones the day of your funeral and the way that I felt. But I also realized
that you wouldn't have wanted anyone to be sad. When someone passes away,
the only thing a normal person can do is be sad... but what I realized is
that.. that I'm sure you'd rather us be happy, as opposed to sad. So, I'm
trying to be happy...happier, anyway...even though I miss you like crazy.
I hope that makes enough sense. I'm sure you understand.
Name: Jesse
Email: Ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Sunday, November 27, 2005 at 21:50:13
Comments:
Iv'e been missing you alot lately. As I grow as a christian i think of you
more and more in a rememberance of the person you were while you were with
us, you were and are still someone to greatly look up to for a growing christian
and I am proud to say that I do look up to you Jessie....
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Date: Thursday, November 24, 2005 at 18:04:24
Comments:
Still, as always, missing you my sweet girl.
Name: Dottie Whitaker
Email: projecttammie@aol.com
Location:
Date: Tuesday, November 15, 2005 at 10:56:41
Comments:
this is a beautiful tribute to your daughter.
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland
Date: Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 22:16:10
Comments:
Jess- you dear sweet friends are already planning on doing something special
for you at graduation. Its goin gto be hard for me to sit thru with out bawling
(you know me) so you had better be there, for me, and everyone, giving us
strength! I miss you sooooo much baby.
Name: Molly K
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland, MO
Date: Wednesday, October 26, 2005 at 21:51:48
Comments:
Hey Jessie, It has been over a year now, and I still find myself asking why?
and finding it hard to believe. One time a teacher called me Jessie, and then she
said " Oh im sorry, but take that as a compliment." We all miss you
so very much, and will always miss you. I wish sooo bad that you could see the
person who I am turning out to be. I am out of my shell, and I just wish that
you were here. But we all do. Someone looked at a picture today and saw you in
it and asked who that was, and I proudly said that that IS my sister. I will
always be proud, as will we all be. I am still watching over Chance for you. He
is great. And so is Melissa and Jessie Miller and all your other friends. Chris
is growing up a lot too...Well, now that I feel some what stupid, I guess I
will go, but never forget that I will always love you, and I will never not one
day forget you in anyway, and my goal is to do all I can to make you proud, and
to make it where you are not a sad subject. I love you forever, Molly
Name: Jessica M. Kaiser
Email: EnglishRose716@aol.com
Location: USA
Date: Monday, October 24, 2005 at 23:50:51
Comments:
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't begin to understand what pain you must be
feeling. This site is such a beautiful tribute to your daughter. Rest in Peace,
Jessica. God Bless.
Name: Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland, MO
Date: Monday, October 24, 2005 at 22:28:36
Comments:
I got into an argument pertaining to you with someone today. I hope my reasoning
behind my arguing over something that wasn't even really any of my business was
correct and logical. I miss you very much and your memory takes a part in my
acceling in my faith for the lord. I look forward to getting to see you again
some day.......
Name: Chance Crofts
Email: YourChance17@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Tuesday October 04, 2005 17:12:11 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessie, what's goin on? nothing too much here. I counted all your letters
the other day and you wrote me about 55 total. That's almost a whole tree. Ever
since you left things havent been so hot with me and some of your family
members. Maybe you can talk some sense into them. You would of if you were
still here. I dont know what I did wrong but some how it seems that I'm blamed
for it all. Oh well it's not getting me down. Well I guess I'm going for now
see you in my dreams. Love,Chance
Age:
Under 18
Name: Bary Terry
Email: bary_t_2007@yahoo.com
Location: Lebanon MO
Date: Monday October 03, 2005 02:35:12 GMT
Comments:
Jessica,
I Love and miss you so much. I miss your Godly example to me. You were such a
good friend to me. I miss you at school and hate not seeing your radiant smile
in the hallways. I see your sister Molly and your brother Chris and wonder how
they are feeling. I know we are always together as long as I have God. I love
you and will see you when I leave this world.
Love,
Bary
Age:
Under 18
Name: Bary Terry
Email: bary_t_2007@yahoo.com
Location: Lebanon MO
Date: Monday October 03, 2005 02:34:57 GMT
Comments:
Jessica,
I Love and miss you so much. I miss your Godly example to me. You were such a
good friend to me. I miss you at school and hate not seeing your radiant smile
in the hallways. I see your sister Molly and your brother Chris and wonder how
they are feeling. I know we are always together as long as I have God. I love
you and will see you when I leave this world.
Love,
Bary
Age:
Under 18
Name: Charlie Rose
Email: ..@...com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Wednesday September 21, 2005 14:01:02 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessi..it's me again. I miss you so much. I wish you were here so
bad...Doing all these senior things without you doesn't seem right...at all.
You should be here picking out all these things with us. Regardless, you'll
still be there on graduation day..right there with all of us. I love you.
Charlie
Age:
Under 18
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Sunday September 18, 2005 03:44:33 GMT
Comments:
Oh Jess, I bought a 2004-2005 yearbook, which should have been your junior
year book. They made a nice 2 page spread of you and Melissa's poem. It was
so nice. I coudnt help but feel so empty, knowing your pic should have been
throughout that book, smiling with your classmates, not on a memorial page.
I hope you can feel all the love those kids still feel for you, as well as
mine and the rest of the family's. Everyone misses you so much, none more
than I.
Age:
80 and over
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Friday August 26, 2005 21:23:51 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
I am now a freshman. Ude be a freeking senior!!!! As you know, we all still
miss you a lot. Some people are just so stupid and think that i should get over
the fact that my most true friend and sister is now gone. Well if she ever
reads this she can just shovel it because she is not worth me getting upset
over. I love you soo much and my life will never be the same. Even after a
year, I find it hard to believe sometimes. I wish that you were here to see
what I have become. I am a more caring person. I wish that I wasnt such a jerk
to you all the time, but I know that you knew that I loved you very much... I
hope that you'd be proud of me. I love you extreamly much. your sister for
eternity,
molly
Age:
Under 18
Name: Chance Crofts
Email: YourChance@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Monday August 22, 2005 14:52:51 GMT
Comments:
Hi, it's just me. it's been a while hasn't it Jess? i still here your last
words ringing in my ear. It's been hard but I've been dealing. can you believe
that we've been dating for nearly 2 years now? boy time flies. I miss you a
lot. not a day goes by that i dont think of you. well I hope to see you soon
but not to soon. I love you.
Age:
Under 18
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Friday August 19, 2005 03:16:53 GMT
Comments:
Well today should have been the first day of your senior year. This is so so so
unfair.
Age:
80 and over
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Sunday August 07, 2005 17:14:33 GMT
Comments:
hey sis,
I just realised not too long ago that I have been searching for someone to love
me like you did. i really miss you, and how much you cared for me. I am
listening to your system of a down cd, and I can hear you singing with it.
Sometimes it doesnt seem real, but it is. Chance and I are getting along
extreamly well, and he told me that he loved me like a sis. That meant so much
to me, I just hope that he doesnt forget you, which is impossible. All of our
hearts long for you, but your not the one that is gone, we are. You are simply
home. Till we meet again,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name: MOM
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Tuesday July 26, 2005 07:43:26 GMT
Comments:
I still miss you baby..always will. Wish with all I have that you didnt have to
leave us so soon. Think of you constantly. This is the kind of think you read
about in the news,NOT something you think would ever happen to you. I feel
empty now. That will never change. I love you.
Age:
80 and over
Name: Mark Watson
Email: mark_ww354@mail.com
Location: Tampa AZ
Date: Sunday July 24, 2005 12:06:34 GMT
Comments:
Congratulations on the new layout. Keep it up to date as a celebrity :)
Age:
30-39
Name: Alex Mayers
Email: alex_mm453@mail.com
Location: San Diego AZ
Date: Sunday July 17, 2005 18:29:00 GMT
Comments:
Where are the updates? i cant seem to find them. But anyway, nice job.
Age:
30-39
Name: Stephanie Kaye
Email: levi_n_steph@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Saturday July 16, 2005 03:01:47 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessica and everyone who visit the site. I miss you and I miss seeing your
family. Man Chris is growing huh? I'm sure you saw him ride the Silver Bullet
with Levi at the county fair...funny stuff huh? Jess I love you. To all my
friends who are really feeling hurt right now I just wan to remind you all that
we're in this together and out of the darkest times our spirits illuminate and
eventually we see the light. I want you to know that any of you can call me at
home at 286-3471 or all next week at my sisters house at (913)-685-3224. Let us
keep Jessica's spirit alive in all of us as friends...and Molly...you call me
girl...I love you. Charlie I love you too hang in there. And Brenda I cannot
tell you how strong of a person I think you are...I admire you.. I'll look for
you in the sunset Kaiser.
Age:
Under 18
Name: Kayla Houston
Email: houston14@hotmail.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Friday July 08, 2005 17:23:08 GMT
Comments:
Ok, well I haven't signed this guestbook yet, but that doesn't mean I haven't
been looking at it. I look it often and just like Charlie I cry everytime I
look at it. It is hard to believe such an awful thing could happen. The only
thing that I can think about to make it a little bit easier is....God has a
plan, a wonderful plan, and everything happens for a reason. This may have
happened to make a specific person a stronger person. Jessie, We miss you so
much and you are always on our minds.
Age:
Under 18
Name: Syrena
Email: momtonate03@yahoo.com
Location: Heath OH
Date: Friday July 08, 2005 02:15:43 GMT
Comments:
I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your daughter. I can relate to your pain,
I lost my 8 year old son in July 2003. My heart and prayers go out to you and
your family.
Age:
30-39
Name: Charlie Rose
Email: ...@...com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Tuesday July 05, 2005 04:00:00 GMT
Comments:
Wow...have I ever told ya I cry everytime I come on here?....EVERY single
time.. I miss you so much Jessi and more than ever I wish I had know you just a
little better...something that this whole entire thing has taught me is to
treat everyone like you'll never see them again...because, like we all know, it
could possibly be the last time you do... Like everyone else has said... Iknow
its been a little over a year but...it seems like just yesterday. I'm just
praying no one has to experience anything else this summer like what happened
last summer... anytime I hear about an accident thats happened it scares me
because I always think it'll be someone I know.. and really, regardless of if I
know them or not, I still hate it...
I just miss ya...and I think about you all the time...
Charlie
Age:
Under 18
Name: Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Sunday July 03, 2005 02:11:12 GMT
Comments:
hey jessie. church camp was life changing this year, i am on my way to becoming
a better christian. i only wish that you had been there to see it and bring
the influence that you had on everyone there. jessie give me the strengh to
share the lords word with others and bring others do christ. i can only hope
that i can have the influence on people that you did.
Age:
Under 18
Name: molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: stoutland MO
Date: Thursday June 23, 2005 05:31:46 GMT
Comments:
jess,
not trying to cause a fight or anything, though i dont know why it would, it
has felt like to me like it was just yesterday. i look over a couple of times
and saw u sitting there in my mind, and thought of what it would be like if you
were sitting right there... would my life be the same? i hate to ask things
like that, but i cant hide from it forever. i wish u were here to tell me how
to be strong. wish u were here to make people stop crying. wish u were here to
change peoples lives like you have done countless times. i know that wishing is
pointless and saying what if is pointless too, but im not perfect. i love u,
and we all do. but once again, till we meet again my sister
Age:
Under 18
Name: Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Thursday June 23, 2005 03:14:55 GMT
Comments:
one year......... it has been one year since we lost you and this year has felt
like eternity to all of us. you are in all of our hearts, hopefully this year
will be easier for us all but you will still be remembered and missed.....
always
Age:
Under 18
Name: molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: stoutland MO
Date: Wednesday June 22, 2005 21:48:36 GMT
Comments:
hey sis... i am not doing well.. who is though?? just want to let u know again
that i love you and i miss u very much... till we meet again,
molly
Age:
Under 18
Name: Aunt Tara
Email: jtbrown@tds.net
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Wednesday June 22, 2005 18:16:16 GMT
Comments:
I love you and miss you. Also dearest Jessie, your story is
still being told.
Age:
30-39
Name: granny
Email: triplebdairy@tds.net
Location: stoutland MO
Date: Tuesday June 21, 2005 22:57:22 GMT
Comments:
Will never forget your kiss on monday june 14 at 9.30 am !baby girl. Mom and
Molly miss you so, Be close to them now and give them peace. I know you are
here surrounding us all and know how we feel.
Age:
56-65
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Monday June 20, 2005 05:49:04 GMT
Comments:
Jessie, Today is Father's day.. and one year ago was the last day we spent time
together. You left for work so early monday after, and I didnt get to talk to
you,and then your accident happended on the way home. I miss you so damn bad.
Why did you have to leave me so soon?? This is going to be a tough week. Not
that any of this has been easy, all our lives are changed since your departure
from this miserable planet. Oh baby, what i wouldnt give to see you again. To
tell you I love you one more time. Thinking about you ever second of the day.
Age:
80 and over
Name: Reggie
Email: strawberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location: stoutland MO
Date: Sunday June 12, 2005 18:03:09 GMT
Comments:
To my dearest friend
i miss you terribly. i cant belive it will be a year soon i can remeber it like
yesterday i was at church camp and courtney came and told me that u were in a
wreck and then later on that day i went and asked mrs morrow if i could go see
you and she said that you died i remember whenever we talked on the phone and
at church. You the one person i coukd really trust with what i was going
through and u were always there and now its so hard nowing your gone. you were
a dearest friend to us all and im gonna miss having you walk up with the
seniors of 06 at graduation but ill know ull be in all our hearts i love you
jessi and miss u i wish i could just see u
Age:
Under 18
Name: Mom
Email: kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Thursday June 02, 2005 17:02:38 GMT
Comments:
With your "angel date" fast approaching, you are heavy on our minds.
Send down strength to us all, dear baby, because we all miss you so very much.
Nothing is the same without you. I Love you more than words can possibly express.
Name: Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location: Stoutland MO
Date: Thursday June 02, 2005 14:41:35 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Today suxx. Well, I just got done watching your video, like, three times. I
cried. Its almost a year, and every day I have flashbacks from when it all
started. Every morning when you left for work you said goodbye to me. That
Monday you didnt. You wernt even supposed to go to work that day. Then when I
was at the house and the cop pulled up. I didnt know what to think, but I guess
it was good that everyone got to say their goodbyes. Even though it is almost
one year, it feels like just yesterday. I say to myself all the time, no. this
really didnt happen. But it did. I feel stupid saying all this, but oh well. I
miss you horribly my dearest sister, and i love you for eternity,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Charlie Rose
Email:
...@...com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday May 31, 2005 23:27:22 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jess...I miss you awful bad today. I was on my way home from work and
decided I wanted to come visit your spot...so, that's where I'm headed. I'll
admit I haven't been there since so, I decided I wanted to tonight...I'll
definitly have to bring some tissues. I love ya...
Charlie
Age:
Under 18
Name:
crystal lyon
Email: whitelyon@tds.net
Location:
richland MO
Date:
Sunday May 29, 2005 20:09:03 GMT
Comments:
I did'nt know you but I knew your mom An d Aunt Tara. May you rest in peace.
Age:
30-39
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday May 28, 2005 15:54:43 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessie- its been a while since i have written but i am here almost
everyday. you have not faded from my memories and never will. you are etched
into all of our memories and there is no way you could ever be forgotten. ill
see ya again some day, love ya :) -jesse
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Charlie Rose
Email:
...@...com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday May 28, 2005 06:12:36 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessi, its me again...I just want you to know that you haven't faded from
anyones memories..if anything its in our memories more now than ever because
it's becoming so real..to be honest, I dont think a lot of people have actually
stepped into reality and realized whats happened...I guess I'm actually of those
people. I'll always miss you..and so will everyone else. Justine and I stopped
at your cross the other day. That was really tough..a ton of thoughts just ran
through my head of you.. remember when we went to Branson..with Mike and
Holly..and Pat and Becca for that whole weekend? That was probably the most fun
I've ever had...and you were there..and I remember we couldn't take showers but
we all woke up and went into the bathroom and there you were curling your hair
in the mirror..haha, I miss you so much Jess...just thought I'd let you know..
Charlie
Age:
Under 18
Name:
anonymous
Email: anonymous@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday May 28, 2005 03:32:06 GMT
Comments:
it angers me knowing that you fade from ppls memories, they stop thinking of
you as often, they stop visiting you, as they do that the remembrance of you in
their memory fades.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
andee
Email: andee17@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday May 26, 2005 20:18:13 GMT
Comments:
hey jess. sorry i havent been on here much. lifes getting really hard right
now. i might see you soon! :) just maybe...love ya
Age:
Under 18
Name:
stephanie willis
Email: stephw@pittstate.edu
Location:
pittsburg KS
Date:
Thursday May 26, 2005 15:35:32 GMT
Comments:
A beautiful tribute to your lovely daughter. So very sorry for your great loss.
My 19 year old son Zach died in November of 2003 - A loss a parent never really
gets over.
Age:
50-55
Name:
Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday May 25, 2005 23:03:08 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
I know that next year is going to be so hard. I am supposed to see mom and dad
give u a hug and watch you graduate. I dont know whats wrong with Chance. I
guess that he is just greaving, like everyone else. But if he reads this, I
just want to let him know that I will always be there for him, whether he likes
it or not. I miss you deeply and love you forever my dearest sister,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Reggie Marie
Email:
strawberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Monday May 23, 2005 16:22:38 GMT
Comments:
Hey jessi can you belive it we will eb seniors next year and i know all of
us(seniors 2006) will hold you in our heart and just wish you were here. I
love you very much and you were a special friend to me and i know you touched
alot of hearts and wish you were here talk to you soon Love you.......
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Casey
Email: snowygirlabc@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Sunday May 22, 2005 04:37:47 GMT
Comments:
Jessica,
Hi you probually don't kno me very well but i am one of mollys friends. Molly
has alot of you in her she is kind and sweet and a very good friend. I am sorry
we really didn't get to know each other i wish we would have. I did meet you in
Drama club once. I hope your haveing a good time up there. LOL. I will always
have you in my heart (even though i didn't know you very well) and in my
thoughts and prayers.
Casey
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Dad
Email: ceasar1_2005@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday May 21, 2005 04:15:33 GMT
Comments:
I haven't said much here recently little girl. I'm here several times a day
reading posts and looking at your pics. We presented your 1st Scholarship Fund
tonight at graduation. Hopefully we can keep it going each year. It was
extremely difficult standing up in front of all those people. Thanks for being
there and helping your mother and I through it. If only we could be those
parents watching you receive your diploma. We all love and miss you soo much as
you know. I think about you always. I love you soo much. Please help watch over
all of us.
Age:
30-39
Name:
Charlie Rose Webster
Email: ..@...com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday May 20, 2005 02:47:09 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessi. I haven't been on here in a while but I got to thinkin about you and
figured I owed you a visit. I miss you terribly..it's almost been a year and I
miss you just like I did the day I found out. You know how somethings are
really sad at first and the first couple times you think about it it's still
really sad and then as time goes on it gets easier? This isn't one of those
situations. When I read the things people say about you on here, it kills me
because they're so right. You were such a good person and I dont think anyone
can even begin to tell you how much we miss you. You were an amazing person,
and you still really are. You're one of those people that everyone remembers
for the rest of their lives, even at 16 thats what you were. Not many 16 year
old touch many peoples lives...but you have..and thats why we love you.I'll
talk to you soon :)
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday May 19, 2005 23:08:36 GMT
Comments:
i finally told her the truth........
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday May 18, 2005 02:35:56 GMT
Comments:
hey jessie, just wanted to say hi.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Lisa (Richardson) Reis
Email: reis_04@yahoo.com
Location:
Nevada IA
Date:
Tuesday May 17, 2005 16:13:08 GMT
Comments:
Jessica sounds like a wonderful christian girl, I wish I could've met her. I'm
glad God blessed you all with a daughter and sister like Jessica.
Brenda, Hi, been a long time. I'm sorry for your loss. Email me some time. With
love and friendship, Lisa
Age:
40-45
Entry:
* * * PRIVATE ENTRY * * *
Name:
Borys & Mary Ann Boyuk
Email: maboyuk@hotmail.com
Location:
Eldon MO
Date:
Saturday May 14, 2005 19:10:11 GMT
Comments:
Dear Brenda, We just read in the CCCB paper about the death of your beloved
daughter last year. We are so sorry. We had just talked of you recently and
wondered where you were. Our son John & his 16 year old son live with us
and Bruce is still in Columbia. Take care and God bless you. Love &
Prayers, Borys & Mary Ann (your adopted family)
Entry:
* * * PRIVATE ENTRY * * *
Name:
Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday May 14, 2005 16:32:08 GMT
Comments:
hey sis. I havnt wrote in a while so i just wanted to say hi. I miss you as
usual. Well I love you!!!
ur sis, Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Bill and Laura Towns
Email: bwtowns@earthlink.net
Location:
Newburg MO
Date:
Friday May 13, 2005 18:42:32 GMT
Comments:
Brenda... we are very sorry for your loss... we just read about it in the
Sentinel (CCCB). We didn't realize you were in Stoutland all this time! We've
been in Newburg now for 9 years... maybe we should connect sometime and catch
up... again... we are very sorry for your loss... Bill & Laura.
Age:
40-45
Entry:
* * * PRIVATE ENTRY * * *
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday May 13, 2005 01:41:18 GMT
Comments:
I drove by your cross on E road yesterday. It hurts Jessie, it hurts to see
where your like came to a screaching halt.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday May 07, 2005 02:22:37 GMT
Comments:
i retract from my previous statment on who it was hardest on, im not gunna give
details on why though
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday May 06, 2005 03:21:00 GMT
Comments:
hey jessie. your death has been hard on us all. from what i know, molly and
chance more than anyone else. some people question god for taking you so soon,
it was your chosen time. you had done your duty here on earth, you influenced
so many people's lives, including mine. your death has brought some people
apart, but more together. you made more of a difference in our lives than any
of us ever realized. i just wish i didnt take that for me to realize.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday May 06, 2005 01:58:57 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
STOP IT! ( I know ur not doing it, but I have to blame it on someone)
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Janet
Email: janet_scoobs8@yahoo.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday May 05, 2005 14:23:21 GMT
Comments:
i miss you jess. lov ya
Age:
18-29
Name:
Molly K
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday May 05, 2005 14:09:12 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Hey sis. I just wanted to let you know that I stand corrected.lol. I know Jesse
already told you this, but i have been talking to him alot. I need someone to
talk to. You were the one I always talked to. Now I think I just bottle
everything up. The only person that I talk to is my counselor... but its still
not the same. I lost my best friend, my sister. But I will see you again. I
just dont know when. Please, if you can see this, just watch over all those who
need you. I need you now more then ever. And I always will. I love you Jessica
Lynn Kaiser.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday May 05, 2005 01:48:33 GMT
Comments:
IDK why I have been thinking of you so much lately, I geuss I just miss you
right now more than ever, and apperently God has a purpose for it cause alota
stuff has changed for me in the past week that I don't understand and don't
really want to talk about to anyone.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday May 04, 2005 03:27:15 GMT
Comments:
ya know you never realize how much two people are alike until one of them is
gone. That is you Jessie! I have been talking to Molly more than ever lately,
and you have no idea how much she is like you!!! She isn't really a miniature
you, but she is more like you than I had ever realized. We all miss you, and
you will be in our hearts forever! I will see you again someday, bye for now!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly K
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday May 03, 2005 15:51:21 GMT
Comments:
Jessica,
I miss saying that name. But I can say it all I want. I just realised that I
have so many people that really care about me and it took me till now to
realise that. I feel really stupid. But when Jesse told me that he cared for
me, it just hit me. I wish so bad that you were here. You were so great at
helping people. I dont know how to help everyone. I just want to be there for
them. I love you so much.
Bye for now,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday May 02, 2005 18:17:20 GMT
Comments:
hey jessi! i'm sittin here in coach kirkwoods room and decided to come visit
you! Hows heaven! Life goes on down here. we all miss you, and i will see you
again some day, bye for now
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday April 30, 2005 02:54:30 GMT
Comments:
I've been thinking about you alot latly. I don't know why but God has a reason
behind it. I really wish you were here right now, just to talk to you and laugh
with you and have fun. If only you were here.... if only God had given you more
time with us here...
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jesse Hammer
Email: ford4x4ing_08@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday April 26, 2005 01:57:38 GMT
Comments:
i just wish you were here right now, we all miss you so much.... the way you
lent a helping hand in anything, and how you always lit up the room.......
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Andee
Email: andee17@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Monday April 25, 2005 14:34:16 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jess. I just wanted to say Hi and tell you that I have been thinking about
you a lot lately. Hope life's good up there...Love ya
Age:
18-29
Name:
Molly K
Email: jr_kaisergirl3@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday April 07, 2005 19:14:23 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Hey. I got a new e-mail. so..... Well nothin much has been goin on so I love ya
and talk to ya later!!!!!
-Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland
Date:
Thursday March 31, 2005 05:02:07 GMT
Comments:
Oh Jess, nothing is right anymore. I just dont know why things have to be
so bad, all of the time. Miss you so much, my little girl.
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday March 30, 2005 20:13:24 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Hey hot stuff. LOL... Just in school again... I have your song stuck in my
head, and I cant find it on lauchcast. Miss ya sis. We are having some problems
with some people and if you were here you would be really mad. I dont know
whats wrong with him, but even though he may say that he's over it, try to help
him. I dont know how... Oh well. Well g2g and I love you. TTYL!!!
ur sis,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Dad
Email: ceasar1_2005@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday March 22, 2005 18:48:55 GMT
Comments:
9 months today. Still seems like I'm living in a nightmare. I'm ready to wake
up to reality. We're all moving on slowly. Some of us are having more problems
with it then others. We all need your help little girl getting through each
day. There isn't a second in a day that we aren't thinking of you. You have
touch soo many lives. Please help us get through yet another holiday. You
always loved searching for the Easter baskets. We all love and miss you soo
much.... Please watch over us.. I love you little girl......dad...
Age:
30-39
Name:
Lirica Myers
Email: small_hunkers_16@yahoo.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Sunday March 20, 2005 01:41:44 GMT
Comments:
hey Jessica you dont know me and i dont know you but i do know that everyone
misses you and they talk about you so much it breaks my heart. if u were still
here maybe we could have been friends
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly Kaiser
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday March 18, 2005 15:46:52 GMT
Comments:
Jessie
Hey sis!!! I am in school again... We are having a dance tonight and I wish you
were coming. Courtney says hi. (Thieman) We will not forget you tonight. I
think I will do something for you. What do you want? I know. I am going to make
a poster. Then I am going to have everyone sign it. Then I will put the poster
at the basketball game to raise money for your fund thingy. Sound like a good
idea? I think so. Well I love you and I will talk to you l8ter!!!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday March 16, 2005 16:38:05 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Hello my beautiful sister. I miss you, but we all do. I dont know if you can
see this, but if you can, I will make this a nice letter. I am in school right
now...(Its still LOADS of fun...LOL!!!!) Chance, I think you'd be proud of him.
He is doing alot better. I worry about him alot. I told you we would keep him
in line!!!LOL!!!! Anyways I say Haley in town the other day. I didnt reconize
her! She looks so different. And Shawn!!! You should see his hair now!!! It is
awsome! I have to go now....(got to go do work...joy......) I love you my
beautiful sis,
we'll hang in there for you Jess,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Reggie
Email:
strawberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Friday March 11, 2005 16:52:47 GMT
Comments:
Hey jessi, i just want to let you know that i miss you so much, guess what
Darrians b-day is today. I just cant believe you are gone. You were such a
good friend Bye
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday March 10, 2005 07:37:43 GMT
Comments:
Feeling your absence alot tonite. Missing you to the core.
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday March 08, 2005 16:36:55 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Really miss you and need you right now. I love you. We all miss you,
Molly, your loving sister
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Charlie Rose
Email: ...@....com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday March 08, 2005 14:52:12 GMT
Comments:
Jessi,
I just thought I'd let you know how much I miss you...:)
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Sunday March 06, 2005 04:57:59 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
I saw what mom wrote you and I cried. I am getting better. I am never going to
forget you or get over it but I am not depressed. I love you sooo much. I cant
stop thinking about what mom said and I feel so bad because she lost you. I did
too, but its not the same. Cant wait to see you again. I love you. We all love
you. Hoping to talk to u soon,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday March 03, 2005 06:18:28 GMT
Comments:
My dear little girl; I watched the movie "The 5 people you meet in heaven"
today. I read the book, before your accident, in fact I remember telling you
you should read it.Anyways, it made me think about what your heaven must be
like. How glorious it must be! Im still missing you so badly. But my thoughts
(for this moment anyways) are eased just picturing the splendor of where you
are now, and that even though it feels like an eternity to me, time has no
hold where you are and for you it will be a blink of an eye before we are
together again. I only hope you feel all our love, every day. Some days its
hard to "appear" normal to the outside world, and I force myself
to "act" happy, and try not to dwell on things too much. That doesnt
mean for one second Im not thinking of you. Longing for you. Always.
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Molly K
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday February 28, 2005 02:53:10 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
No, I have not forgotten about you. We could never do that. Just wanted to let
you know that no one has forgotten about you and we all still love you. Your
sis,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Dad
Email: ceasar1_2005@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday February 15, 2005 01:28:01 GMT
Comments:
Hey little girl. Been a tough day for many reasons. The headstone was placed
today. I was told that it should help with closure, but it hasn't. No words can
possibly explain how much you are missed and loved. Not a moment goes by that I
don't think of you. I hope you have had a happy Valentines day. I hope you got
a ton of chocolates and a field of roses. keep a watchful eye on everyone
please...I love you so much..... dad
Age:
30-39
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday February 14, 2005 15:34:28 GMT
Comments:
Happy Valentines my sweet girl. I miss you more than words can say.
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Charlie Rose
Email: noi@donthaveone.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday February 09, 2005 14:23:50 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessie,
It's been a while...I just thought I ought to remind you that I still miss ya,
and I'm positive I always will. I was reading through all of the things people
have written to and about you and I read your mom say that she didn't see too
many people posting on here anymore. It makes me sad. BUT, it doesn't mean
people have forgotten about you because God knows no one has. Anyway, we love
you. :)
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly Kaiser
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday January 31, 2005 21:01:20 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
We all miss you in this little school of Stoutland. Its not the same. I have so
many questions to ask you about when you were in 8th grade. I hope you know
that you were my best friend, and you will always be. I feel kindof weird cause
I am writing this at school, and people are looking over my sholder asking what
I am doing...(lol) Well I love you, but you already know that. See ya on the
other side!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Steven
Email: chilehotblues2002@yahoo.com
Date:
Tuesday January 25, 2005 05:56:22 GMT
Comments:
I think of you most of the time in the morning. Seemed you were always up early
quietly getting ready for your day. I miss cooking bacon for you. I miss the
way you teased me( your sis is doing a good job of taking up where you left off
though) with the sign language and all the "whatever"s. I miss
teaching you guitar. I see you in your mother and I see you in your sister. You
have affected SO many people in so many ways. What a beautiful soul,what a
beautiful spirit. I could only hope to touch as many people should I live to be
100. God grant me the gift of sharing your company again. Oh yes , and
Jessie......WHATEVER........
Name:
Carrie
Email: drgnfly4free@hotmail.com
Location:
Iowa City IA
Date:
Tuesday January 18, 2005 13:43:20 GMT
Comments:
Hi Jess, I was just thinking about you today and realized it's been over six
months, since you left. It doesn't seem that long. Victoria talks about you all
the time, she is taking horseback lessons now, keep an eye on her, she is not
very graceful as we know. There is so much I want to say, but not knowing how
to say it, We miss you, watch out for us. Love Carrie, Victoria, Alex and Erin
Age:
30-39
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutalnd MO
Date:
Sunday January 16, 2005 05:24:31 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Man, where is everyone? I am here, Jessie. We all are suffering, and I get to
be the joy of reminding people about the bad things and what could happen. But
thats ok. I would do anything for you, and you will always be my big sis that I
have to stick up for. Always, Jessie.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday January 08, 2005 00:02:55 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Well I dont have alot to say but I do miss you. As do we all. Just know that I
love you. Hope God's saying hi for me. Love ya sis,
Molly
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Ellen DuBois
Email: el52166@aol.com
Location:
MA
Date:
Friday January 07, 2005 13:20:42 GMT
Comments:
Dear Jessie, A beautiful daughter, sister, friend while on earth. You truly
touched many hearts and now reside in the heavenly realm. Dear Brenda, My
prayers go out to you for God's comfort, and please move forward with any music
you feel in your heart about Angel Wings. Perhaps our ideas are alike, or maybe
we were supposed to team up on this lyrical poem. I always intended for it to
be a song. God bless you, Brenda. Peace to you and yours. Ellen
Name:
Grandma B
Email: cbratland@dodgenet.com
Location:
Fort Dodge IA
Date:
Friday December 31, 2004 17:47:20 GMT
Comments:
Happy Birthday sweet Jessica...Today is your 17th birthday. I wish you could be
here so that we could celebrate it with you. I know what a hard time your mom
and dad are having dealing with everything. Can you please help to give them
the strength to get through everything thats happening. I know that you are
watching over them. We all miss you so much Jessie. I love you...you will
always be in my heart........Grandma
Age:
56-65
Name:
Dad
Email: ceasar1_1998@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday December 31, 2004 13:16:10 GMT
Comments:
Sorry it has been a while since I have written to you litttle girl. Just wanted
to tell you Happy Birthday. I also wanted to ask that you help all of us by
giving us the strength to get through this day and night. We all love you and
miss you soo much. I love you.... Dad
Age:
30-39
Name:
Brenda Kaiser
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday December 31, 2004 07:50:14 GMT
Comments:
Happy birthday my sweetie. Its not fair. You should be here with me, blowing
out 17 candles. They told me Christmas would be hard. This is much much worse.
I miss you more than I can say. I see not too many people post on here anymore.
Dont worry baby, Ill never forget. Never.
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Mommy
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday December 25, 2004 05:34:20 GMT
Comments:
Baby, I miss you more than words can say. Mrs. Lazono(sp?) brought your precious
bug collection home today, all beautifully displayed in oak and glass cases.
You would have loved it. Its a xmas present for you. As much as I hated seeing
those nasty bugs of yours, they look beautiful now, and I will be hanging
them in the living room, for you. I love you SOOOOOO much. Enjoy the birthday
party for Jesus in heaven, my dear sweet girl. Mom
Age:
80 and over
Name:
susie
Email: susie.eyster@faa.gov
Location:
kansas city MO
Date:
Wednesday December 22, 2004 14:10:26 GMT
Comments:
I know exactly how you feel. It seems like 60 years instead of 6 months, on the
other hand, it seems like yesterday. You are in my thoughts and prayers,
Bobby's Mom
http://www.geocities.com/oursweetangel2002/
Age:
46-49
Name:
Susan Armenio (Justin's mom)
Email: barmenio@optonline.net
Location:
New City NY
Date:
Monday December 13, 2004 18:57:18 GMT
Comments:
Brenda,
Sending you warm wishes and hoping you have some peace this holiday season.
Jessica is so beautiful.
Much love,
Susan, Justin's mom (from Webhealing.com)
Name:
Dyana
Email: stantz@csinet.net
Location:
IN
Date:
Friday December 03, 2004 21:50:07 GMT
Comments:
I just wanted to say what a beautiful site you have for your daughter. Shes a
beautiful girl. My 2yr old son Blake passed away June 22nd 2004....he was our
only child...and this has been a very tough road.
God bless you!!
Age:
18-29
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday November 30, 2004 04:05:12 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
You know, I wish that I could give up at times, and it crushes my heart every
time I think about you knowing that I wont ever get to see you in my life time.
You are my sister. I love you more than the world and all its pleasures. I wish
that I could make everyone happy. And everyone is saying that I need to go on.
Its not that easy... I love you sooo much and I miss you soooooo bad. I love
you sooo much and you will always be in my heart. Promise.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Samantha Mattice
Email: samimattice08@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Monday November 29, 2004 08:43:41 GMT
Comments:
Hi... I knew Jessica.. but not exactly "knew" her. My family ran
" The City Zoo" in Stoutland.. before I moved to Lebanon. She would
go in there. And we would talk about school, friends, and of course her
"love" as she would say. I loved her to death. She was fun to hang out
and chat with. When I found out about her passing, it crushed me. But she is in
a better place, and I bet everyone there love's her just as much as we do.
Jessica,
Thanks for being there for me when I had questions and/or was going through a
tough time. Your the best person in Stoutland. Whoever didn't know you, missed
out on alot. Im glad that we had the chance to met before then. And me and
everyone else loves you and wishes you could have been here with us longer. I
love you tons!
Love Always,
Sami Mattice
Age:
Under 18
Name:
chris
Email: chrskaiser@yahoo.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday November 24, 2004 02:51:46 GMT
Comments:
i love you
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Sue
Email: swintz85044@yahoo.com
Location:
Phoenix AZ
Date:
Tuesday November 23, 2004 00:16:48 GMT
Comments:
I am so sorry. You've built a beautiful site in honor of Jessica, and she
sounds like a wonderful young woman. As a mom whose 17 year old daughter was
killed in December 2003, my heart goes out to you. May you know comfort and
feel Jessica's love continue to surround you.
The Celebration of a Passionate Life
http://www.geocities.com/swintz85044/Sarah_Elizabeth.html
Age:
46-49
Name:
roiann lynn
Email: act_wsp@hotmail.com
Location:
richland MO
Date:
Thursday November 18, 2004 02:14:11 GMT
Comments:
i didnt really know jessica but she was always kind to everyone and i know that
she was loved very much.....she will be missed by many of people and you are
welcome jessie...you know what i am talking about
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Reggie
Email:
strawberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday November 09, 2004 17:05:09 GMT
Comments:
Dear Jessi,
I just wanted to let you know that i miss you dearly. I can't stop thinking
about you and what we did together.I just believe all the stuff we didnt do
together I am going to let u go but plz keep an eye or (2) on all of us at
school.
Love Always
Reggie
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Charlie Rose
Email: charlie@charlie.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday November 04, 2004 15:25:53 GMT
Comments:
Jessi-
I just wanted you to know I miss you. Right now more than ever. When I'm having
a tough day I always catch myself wishing you were here to help me. It's weird
because when you were here, you and I probably wouldn't have shared our
toughest moments with eachother. But now that you're not, I find myself wishing
I could tell you so you could say something to help me. I miss you more than I
can explain and although I know you're safe and happier than ever where you
are, I just wish you could be here. Not only do we love you but..we need you
too. So, if you're listening, do you mind helpin me out a little bit? I could
really use some right about now...
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday November 01, 2004 00:52:13 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
I miss you so much. Things are pretty rough down here and I am glad that you
dont have to go through any more pain. And I always knew that your bad luck
would rubb off of my. What I mean is I fell off the mule and landed on my face.
I dont have any bruses showing but that doesnt mean it doesnt hert. But I am ok
and have no broken bones. I love you sooooo much.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Dezi
Email: dezi_b@msn.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Wednesday October 27, 2004 00:43:13 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
Hey! Hows Heaven? Everyone really loves you and we all miss you so much. Choirs
not the same without you. I really wish I had got to know you better. However,
I do know you were an amazing person and you were always willing to help
others. Miss you a ton. Give God a hug for me, okay?
~*~Dezi~*~
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Amanda Henson
Email: lucyjane12@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday October 26, 2004 04:34:59 GMT
Comments:
Jessica, you were an awesome person. you touched the lives of so many people.
even tho its been a few months its still hard to believe that ur gone. i find
myself asking God why he took you, you were only 16 and you had so much going
for you, but he knows what hes doing. its all in his perfect plan even if we
dont understand it right now. you've always been my friend and i have a lot of
memories of you throughout the years. sorry we didnt hang out more often. this
has made me see that sometimes you dont realize just how much you have until
its gone and that we need to live every day to its fullest because in an
instant any one of us could be taken from this life. I'm blessed by having
known you. i miss you. Love ya Jessica. See ya later!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Lisa Hooker
Email: hookmup@yahoo.com
Location:
Springfield IL
Date:
Monday October 25, 2004 00:24:10 GMT
Comments:
Jessie, I pray you know how many people loved you! You have been such a
blessing to everyone who came in contact with you. I try to keep your Mom in
line but when you get the two of us together, we tend to have trouble finding
the line!! haha.
Molly and Chris, Chin up!!! I know you have heard it over and over but it will get easier. Just knowing Jessie is proud of you should make the world of difference.
Jeff, I hope things are getting easier for you. I know it will in time.
Brenda, I read your writing and it brought tears to my eyes. I just can't tell you how sorry I am. I wish I could make it better and easier for you to get through this but only time will heal it. You know you can call me anytime!!!
I love you all!
Age:
30-39
Name:
one of molly's friends
Email: cat_2013@yahoo.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday October 23, 2004 23:28:12 GMT
Comments:
hi jessie i hope you are having fun ridin horses
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday October 23, 2004 22:42:15 GMT
Comments:
Jessie,
I miss you so much and I wish that you were here. Things are pretty tough down
here on Earth but just remember that I will always love you and I will be with
you and God for eternity in peace when this is all over.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Reggie
Email:
strawberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday October 20, 2004 23:21:38 GMT
Comments:
Hey gurlie guess what im working at Mc. Donalds. i miss u so much. i keep
thinking about u when i have bad days and when i get done i am happy. I want
u to save me a seat by u in heaven. I want to see u so much.But i guess i
cant cuz ur in that place far away. I can rember the good things we did together
and how we would play around at the parties at church.Guess what i like this
guy oh yeah u already know, ur one of my guardian angels right? I cant keep
thinking about u. You are one of my best friends and when u died i regreted
everything i ever did without u. I love u so much. I have to go. Oh yeah will
u help teach me to ride a horse. I miss u and keep ridin horses like u do.
IIIIIIIIIII lllllllllllloooooooooovvvvvveeeee yyyyyyyooouuu
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Victoria
Email: grapenuts84@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon
Date:
Monday October 18, 2004 03:35:57 GMT
Comments:
Dear jessica,
I know i've written to you a lot on here and everyone's most likely tired of my
entries, but i can't help but look at your pictures form school on this
site...you were so beautiful in every one of them... I just wanted to say
thanks...Even in tradgedy you were an inspiration...by taking up your cross,
you helped to light the way... i'm glad we share the same Christian
faith...just know that i have a lot of wonderful things to say about
you...everybody does... i never had a real chance to get really close to you
but someday... even still, you were a great person to everyone...
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Stephanie Sale
Email: stephisale@yahoo.com
Location:
Lake Ozark MO
Date:
Saturday October 16, 2004 21:34:42 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jess, i miss you so much and i hope that you know that!I wish that you
could come and ride at the stables with me again. sumtimes it seems as if this
whole thing never happened and then i realize it did =-(. i miss you!!
Love ya,
Stephanie
Age:
Under 18
Name:
a poem by rider strong...from tori
Email: grapenuts84@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Friday October 15, 2004 20:08:50 GMT
Comments:
*Top of the World*
You don't know it, but sometimes i go to a hill that overlooks the landscape's
mask of city lights, for a sip of momentary grace. On this brink of everything,
i know that i can gain an eyeful of the lost Atlantis in the human soul. And
the breath that fills my lungs with the air between two stars. If you are now
to capture the image of this elation, in the framework of your mind, or find
transcendence in these words, then at most you would know nothing of the beauty
your existence throws to me. For mine is a love no experience, no measure, no
words could EVER degrade into reality by virtue of degree... - Rider Strong
reminds me most of your spirit, jessie. We all miss you, you're in great Hands
though...see you as soon as i can....
Toria
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Victoria (Tori) West
Email: grapenuts84@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Friday October 15, 2004 02:22:29 GMT
Comments:
It's never fair. We're given a blessing, and it's taken away. But that's our
Lord's will, true? I'm sure by now you know all about me...how reckless I was
before my salvation. I went to your funeral over the summer. They carried you
to your resting place in a carriage of horses. I hope one day in heaven you and
i will be next door-mansion mates LOL. I can't wait to get to know you better.
Tell Jesus I'm ready to come home. Tell my grandpa and uncle how much i miss
them. Your crown must be so beautiful... I'm looking to the east... Hey you
know what Kaiser Girl? We're famous! Our Dad made the heavens and the Earth...
guess ya beat me to it... Save me a horse up there...we'll ride...I'm afraid of
them a little so you may have to help me... :) All my love,
Toria
Age:
18-29
Name:
Victoria
Email: grapenuts84@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Friday October 15, 2004 01:57:20 GMT
Comments:
Hi Jessica! How's Heaven? I can't wait to join you.... Breathtaking....to see
our Lord. Please think of me...God knows why. You are an inspiration. You will
not and cannot be forgotten... lots of love, my sister!!!
Age:
18-29
Entry:
* * * PRIVATE ENTRY * * *
Name:
Justine Jackson
Email: id1_4u@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday October 14, 2004 19:30:20 GMT
Comments:
Jessie, I think of you every day, at least 4 times a day. I miss you and Chance
in Mrs. Jenkins room-I wish we could have been closer. Your always in my heart
Jo
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Victoria
Email: grapenuts84@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Thursday October 14, 2004 17:41:42 GMT
Comments:
Dear Jessica...
I miss you. Stoutland misses you. We will never forget how much you impacted
this school. How's heaven? I can't wait to see you....Tell the lord I said
hello.....
all my love,
Toria
Age:
18-29
Entry:
* * * PRIVATE ENTRY * * *
Name:
Starla Queen
Email: duhozarks@charter.net
Location:
camdenton MO
Date:
Wednesday October 13, 2004 13:28:13 GMT
Comments:
Brenda - You and your family our in our prayers! We love you.
Name:
Tammy
Email: tjbrn@msn.com
Location:
Talbott TN
Date:
Tuesday October 12, 2004 08:15:44 GMT
Comments:
My heart aches for your family! God Bless! What a beautiful tribute to such a
beautiful child!
Age:
30-39
Name:
Kari McCowan
Email: kkmccowan@charter.net
Location:
Camdenton MO
Date:
Tuesday October 12, 2004 02:29:09 GMT
Comments:
My heart broke when I heard of your accident. It's been years since I've seen
you, Molly and Christopher. I remember all the times you came into Nightwinds
where your Mom was playing music every New Years' Eve. You all were so
adorable. You'd drink smoothies and enjoy being with your parents. You and
Mandolin would help us clean up all the party favors !
Your Mother always kept me up on what you all were up to. I probably felt I
knew you better than I did. I'm just so sorry you weren't given more time.
Although, after reading about your life I can tell you lived it to the
fullest.I'm blessed to have known you.
God bless you & your family. I hope we meet again someday. Love, Kari
Age:
18-29
Name:
Reggie Flores
Email:
strawberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Monday October 11, 2004 16:40:28 GMT
Comments:
Hey Kaiser Girl. How are u doing? Not bad here just thinking about u and how
u were doing.I havent been to ur website in a long time and i just miss u
dearly I cant stop thinking about you and how you were such a blessing in
my life. I just cant belive it was u.I just cant wait to see u in Heaven.
I love u dearly
Love always and forever Reg
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday October 08, 2004 00:15:50 GMT
Comments:
Hey sis
I havnt said anything in a while so I just wanted to say hi. I love you Jessie
and I miss you horrably. Chance says hi but he's too lazy to write
himself...lol. I love you and I will see ya soon!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Patti Koffarnus
Email: pattik@cccb.edu
Location:
Moberly MO
Date:
Tuesday October 05, 2004 21:18:29 GMT
Comments:
Praying for your family....
Age:
46-49
Name:
Mrs. Pendergrass
Email: carimhp@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday October 05, 2004 18:11:31 GMT
Comments:
Wow, this has taken me a long time to write. I was very emotional the first
time I looked at this website. My heart goes out to your family, Jessica. I
know that you would never have wanted to put them in this sort of pain. God
works in mysterious ways. ;) Your picture in the hall is absolutely beautiful.
It represents your spirit well. You are deeply missed and thought about often.
Age:
18-29
Name:
Stephanie Gile
Email: levi_n_steph@yahoo.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Monday October 04, 2004 23:09:29 GMT
Comments:
Hi Kaiser Girl! Life is alright down here, but I'm sure it's nothing compared
to all the beautiful things up there. As usual I love and miss you dearly. For
me the pain is ever present but, you know me I always try to stuff it down to
be strong for everyone else...nothing's changed! Sometimes when I'm feeling
really low I see your brother and sister and I remember that God is good and
that you are still living in all of us in a different way. I feel a little
lonely sometimes...i mean I lost my 2 best friends within 1 month! But I know
that you're still with me in a spiritual sense. Anyways , please tell our
Father to keep an eye (or 2) on all of us down here. Until we meet again, I'll
look for you in the sunset Beautiful Blue-eyed Kaiser Girl.
Steph
P.S.
I just got the net so you'll be hearing a lot more from me!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Katy Kirkland
Email: tenacioustothek@yahoo.com
Location:
Palm Beach FL
Date:
Friday October 01, 2004 05:02:14 GMT
Comments:
I saw your auction on ebay and then clicked the link to your site. I am so so
very sorry about your loss. I am crying my eyes out just looking at the site
and thinking what you must be going through. I don't know how you feel but I
want you to know that I'm feeling for you and am praying for strength for you
all. May God bless you and only bring you closer together. Much love.
Age:
18-29
Name:
Larry
Email: lb3249@yahoo.com
Location:
warwick NY
Date:
Thursday September 30, 2004 01:18:16 GMT
Comments:
so sorry for your lost god bless
Name:
Kali Gilbert
Email: kaligee@hotmail.com
Location:
Richland MO
Date:
Wednesday September 29, 2004 19:49:36 GMT
Comments:
There were times when we never really got along and once we did it was too
late. :( I miss ya Jessie and I'll never forget you or anything you've ever
said to me.
I've always got you in my heart. You are missed by ALL!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Me, again
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday September 27, 2004 22:54:25 GMT
Comments:
Hey just wanted to say sorry for all the misspelled words in the last one I
wrote!!!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly Kaiser
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday September 27, 2004 22:49:05 GMT
Comments:
Hey sis. I ahve read all the beautiful things that people have written to you
and you should feel pretty privalaged to be loved so much. And I know that you
love us too. I just wish that you were syill here. Everyone talks to me in the
hallways now. And I knwo that every one really cares. And I also know that
Whitney didnt mean to hert anyones feelings and I am sorry to her that I was so
rude about it. I also read all the sad things that are written on here and it
just makes me cry the more because I know that am not the only one herting. I
wish that I could take everyones pain away, but wishing dose me no good. I love
you. And dont worry, I'm keeping Chance in line for ya. LOL. I love ya, sis
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Dad
Email: ceasar1_1998@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Sunday September 26, 2004 05:17:49 GMT
Comments:
Hey little girl. At times it still doesn't seem real. I want to wake up from
this horrible nightmare. We all still need a lot of help from above. Everyone
keeps saying it will get better in time. They don't have any idea what it is
like loosing you. You were the rock for so many people, me included. In my life
I haven't acheived half as much as you did in your short time. Please help me
be a perfect father for Molly and Chris. Please give them and your mother the
strength to help them get through each day. We all miss you more than any words
could possibly say. Thank you for being you. I love you soo much. dad
Age:
30-39
Name:
Chris Kaiser
Email: chris@spongebob.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday September 25, 2004 01:56:32 GMT
Comments:
I love you Jessie. Mom, dad, molly and me miss you. If you were here right now
I would hug you so much. I miss you so much and I'm sorry for everything I did
to you. Love Chris
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Sean Smith
Email: chewbacca459@noctuvigilus.net
Location:
Richland MO
Date:
Friday September 24, 2004 03:20:08 GMT
Comments:
hey Kaiser girl. this is my first visit to your website. guess i'm a little
slow. it does get hard every now and then. i'm crying my eyes out this very
moment. i still remember when i first came to Stoutland. you didn't really seem
to notice me. but later in the year we became pretty good friends and i am very
glad for that. i miss you very much and i will always love you. my only regrets
are not knowing you very long or well and not being a better friend to you. i
suppose i shouldn't have regrets but it's hsrd not too. i'll try to be a better
person like you were. and i'll look after Chance for you. i hope to see you
again when it comes time for me to pass. well i wrote more than i meant to.
~Sean~
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jodi Rae Johnston
Email: zigzagtweety@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday September 23, 2004 16:48:51 GMT
Comments:
Jessica,
I miss you so much! Every day I smile when I think of were you are and how
happy you are now!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
jessica miller
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Monday September 20, 2004 18:36:12 GMT
Comments:
Jessie yesterday i spent almost 2 hours where you rest i got many of my
emotions out i feel much better today it was so relaxing to just get out and be
in nature i wrote a wonderful poem for you i love you girl with all my heart
and i miss you everyday help keep us strong watch over me i love you
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Linda Riegert
Email: Lcrbeach@aol.com
Location:
Manchester MO
Date:
Friday September 17, 2004 21:33:13 GMT
Comments:
I went to Jessica's website today again. This is a beautiful
tribute to a beautiful person. I enjoyed reading the letters and seeing all of
the photos. Such a talent! A great
website for a great person!
Age:
50-55
Name:
Linda Riegert
Email: Lcrbeach@aol.com
Location:
Manchester MO
Date:
Friday September 17, 2004 21:33:11 GMT
Comments:
I went to Jessica's website today again. This is a beautiful
tribute to a beautiful person. I enjoyed reading the letters and seeing all of
the photos. Such a talent! A great
website for a great person!
Age:
50-55
Name:
Linda Riegert
Email: Lcrbeach@aol.com
Location:
Manchester MO
Date:
Friday September 17, 2004 21:33:09 GMT
Comments:
I went to Jessica's website today again. This is a beautiful
tribute to a beautiful person. I enjoyed reading the letters and seeing all of
the photos. Such a talent! A great
website for a great person!
Age:
50-55
Name:
Linda Riegert
Email: Lcrbeach@aol.com
Location:
Manchester MO
Date:
Friday September 17, 2004 21:33:07 GMT
Comments:
I went to Jessica's website today again. This is a beautiful
tribute to a beautiful person. I enjoyed reading the letters and seeing all of
the photos. Such a talent! A great
website for a great person!
Age:
50-55
Name:
Andee Willard
Email: andee17@hotmail.com
Location:
lebanon MO
Date:
Thursday September 16, 2004 03:15:23 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jessie! I know we never really hung out and I'm sorry for that. You were
honestly one of the greatest people I've ever met. You were so kind to
everyone, even if they weren't so kind to you. I saw the picture of you and I
in Memphis! I love it! You look beautiful! It's so weird how we saw each other
there! hehe well, I'm typing a paper for Bio 2 so I'll get off here...but
remember I love you and miss you! I'll see you again soon. :)
Age:
Under 18
Name:
sis
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday September 13, 2004 21:56:39 GMT
Comments:
I love ya sis.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
sis again
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday September 11, 2004 23:08:42 GMT
Comments:
I hope your not mad at me Jessie I havnt looked at your picture at school yet.
I dont want to look at you...LOL! Just kidding. I want to save my crying and
depression for home, not at school. Love ya sis!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Jr. Kaiser girl
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday September 11, 2004 23:03:02 GMT
Comments:
Hi. I love you Jessie. You were the world to me. Everyone misses you sooo much.
I wish every day that it would have been me. Man, this suxxx soooo bad. Its soo
hard to believe. I love and miss my closeest sister every day and the pain is
unimagionable. Jessie, I love you sooo much and I can never let you go. And
when I try to not think of you there is always somthing that makes me think of
you. Why? Nothing is right without you and never will. I really dont know if
you can hear this or see this, but I love you enough to take a whole 7 mins out
of my time... LOL. I love you Jessie.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Stephanie Gile
Email: levi_n_steph@yahoo.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Saturday September 11, 2004 22:08:36 GMT
Comments:
P.S.
I went to a Christian Semenar for Girls this weekend ...and I wanted to thank
you for being there and making me speek up when I knew I should say
something...I felt your presence and I always do...I love you!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Stephanie Gile
Email: levi_n_steph@yahoo.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Saturday September 11, 2004 22:04:41 GMT
Comments:
ok...I know what you're thinking...what took so long right? HaHa! Well Kaiser
Girl I would tell you that I love you and miss you but I know that you know
that, I tell you every night in my prayers. I also ask you every night to watch
over us and help us cope and I hope you will continue to do so.I still wish
that Heaven had a phone but, I would be interrupting you from your time with
Jesus...and you know how I loke to talk ..so, may be it's better that there
isn't one..hee hee;) Well I'll keep one eye toward the sky and another on all
the people who love you and I CAN'T WAIT to see you again.Until next
time...I'll look for you in the sunset, my Beautiful Blue-Eyed Kaiser Girl...
Steph
a.k.a Dork
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Justine Jackson
Email: id1_4u@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday September 10, 2004 15:45:26 GMT
Comments:
I miss your sense of humor and intellegence. You will always and forever be in
my heart Jessie.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Lacy Love
Email: pas1362006rules@yahoo.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Thursday September 09, 2004 03:15:13 GMT
Comments:
hey just wanted to say that we miss you Jessie. But i know that you are in a
better place. wish you were still here with us. R.I.P. Jessica!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Penny Steele
Email: pens@tds.net
Location:
Montreal MO
Date:
Wednesday September 08, 2004 12:41:46 GMT
Comments:
Jessica You are missed so VERY much. We all love you. Walk the streets of
heaven with your head held high. You are so precious to all. Love you Jessica
Age:
30-39
Name:
Stacia
Email: stacia.meador@williamwoods.edu
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday September 06, 2004 14:22:45 GMT
Comments:
We all miss you Jessi. I know someday we will all be together again, but the
time between now and then is really getting to be hard.
Until we meet again, love you always.
Stacia
Age:
18-29
Name:
Michael Steele
Email: SpiddaMann@hotmail.com
Location:
Montreal MO
Date:
Sunday September 05, 2004 03:30:52 GMT
Comments:
Hey Whats Up. First of all I personally wont ever think it was ur fault till i
ask you in person, no matter how many people tell me different. I will take
care of Chance for ya!!LOL!! Well i will write back in here. I will LOVE YOU
forever. LYLAS!!!!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Justin Steele
Email: superman_120058_@hotmail.com
Location:
Montreal MO
Date:
Sunday September 05, 2004 03:15:43 GMT
Comments:
Jessica. I know you can read this, so I will go ahead and tell you that you
will always and forever be in my heart. I will miss you forever. I guess that
there is only one thing to say and that is; See you later Kaiser Girl!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Michael Steele
Email: superman_120058_@hotmail.com
Location:
Montreal MO
Date:
Sunday September 05, 2004 03:15:23 GMT
Comments:
Jessica. I know you can read this, so I will go ahead and tell you that you
will always and forever be in my heart. I will miss you forever. I guess that
there is only one thing to say and that is; See you later Kaiser Girl!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Lisa Harvey
Email: lahrcp@hotmail.com
Location:
Memphis MO
Date:
Saturday September 04, 2004 15:53:41 GMT
Comments:
Jessie it amazes me that a teenager such as yourself could accomplish so much
in such a short time and have such an impact on so many lives. Oh, how you are
an example to all of us. God bless you and your family.
Age:
30-39
Name:
Charlie Rose Webster
Email: charlie0607@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday September 04, 2004 05:46:48 GMT
Comments:
I was thinking about it the other day and I remembered a time when I had to
write a speech about you for a class we were partners in. I spilled all this
good stuff out about you and at the time I never realized what I was saying.
Now, more than ever, I realize everything I said about you was completely, 100%
the truth. You're as perfect as they come Jessi. But, someday we wont have to
miss you anymore because we'll be right next to you...just like we all were at
one point in time. Help us out down here, okay? I love you.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Charlie Rose Webster
Email: charlie0607@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday September 04, 2004 05:45:55 GMT
Comments:
I miss you. I can't even begin to explain how I feel. You've had such an impact
on so many people it's unreal. Everyday I think about you, especially in
science class or any time I look at Molly or Chance. Molly is the spitting
image of you and is following right in your footsteps. You did well. Shes
beautiful. Jessi, I always knew you were going to be somebody and just because
you're not here anymore, doesn't mean you still cant be, because you are. I
remember the day I heard about you. Justine had called me at work and told me
what had happened and because we have a big sense of humor, I thought she was
kidding. It killed me that she wasn't. I miss everything about you Jessi. I
miss that little brown purse you always carried with the fringe on the bottom,
I miss your jean jacket with the flower and the orange patch on it..everything
about you I miss.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Rev. David West
Email: sbcpreacher@tds.net
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Friday August 27, 2004 12:30:23 GMT
Comments:
It was a real honor knowing Jessica. I still remember her coming up to me after
summer camp to tell me she had accepted Jesus as her savior and wanting to be
baptist and join the church. She touched many lives the short time she was
here, but her real home is in heaven with God and only He knows why he called
her home when He did. She will be loved and missed by many. I have seen, since
her going on to be with the Lord, how the accident has touched serval lives and
people realize this life is short and they needed to get things right with God.
So even in death she has been a witness to others. I am praying for you Jeff
& Brenda to see God through this. Remember to love as she loved and pick up
your lives and serve Jesus not the world. Molly and chris we love you also and
are praying for you too.
Age:
56-65
Name:
Mom again
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday August 25, 2004 09:08:07 GMT
Comments:
Damn girl... ask the Big guy to help your sis deal... help her know you are
still with us in our hearts...I watch your video every nite to stay close
to you....you are SO missed
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Sister Molly
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday August 25, 2004 01:27:43 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jess. You weirdo.You knwo, I had the weirdest dream that you said that we
would be togerther soon. I wish. Ya know, I miss you. I bet you've herd that
alot... Well I gotta go but I love you for ever and eternity.. See ya soon
sis!!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Melissa Henson
Email: don'thaveone@something.com
Location:
Richland MO
Date:
Saturday August 21, 2004 20:07:52 GMT
Comments:
Jess, can you believe that by tomorrow you'd have been gone from here for two
months? I can't. It feels like its been years. The first two days of school
were very awkward experiences for me. I'd expected to see you when I stepped
into Honor Choir, but guess what? I must have been going insane to think so. I
keep thinking that I can just call you up after school and talk about the
classes that we don't have together. Like we used to do. Mr. Fox, the new music
director is pretty cool. I'm sure that you'd like him. All of the pricks that
were in Honor Choir last year aren't in it this year, so that is a major
relief. Well, I'm prolly past the limit so bye bye bye bye bye.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
James Pilcher
Email: big_papa_smurf04@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Friday August 20, 2004 21:25:04 GMT
Comments:
It is really different without you. A lot of people miss you and your love is
still with us at Stoutland High School.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
jessica miller
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday August 19, 2004 20:01:54 GMT
Comments:
jessie it is the first day of school and its so hard i have thought about you
all day. i miss you its so hard to see chance's face hes so sad with out you they
had a moment of slince when school started it made my day feel strange jessica
i love you and i will miss you until the day i die I LOVE YOU help watch over
chance melissa molly and myself we need you gurl I LOVE YOU
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday August 18, 2004 20:24:46 GMT
Comments:
Missing you awful bad today girl.... school starts tomarrow, and I will not
get to help you with your hair and makeup. Will this ever get any easier?
Ask God towatch over Molly and Chance tommarrow, as it will be a hard day
for them, as well as for me. I love you.
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Natisha Jemes
Email: ilovensync89@hotmail.com
Location:
Lebanon MO
Date:
Tuesday August 17, 2004 15:16:09 GMT
Comments:
Jessie you will forever be in my heart. I never really knew you but we went to
camp together a little. And Reggie Love ya gurl!!!!
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Courtney Thieman
Email: cat_2013@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday August 14, 2004 22:35:30 GMT
Comments:
Even though your sister is my friend you are my friend too. I didnt get to know
you that well but I knew you enough to realise that you are a good person. We
will all miss you Jessie and you will forever be in our hearts.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
mandy timm
Email: illusion_seeme@yahoo.com
Location:
bonne terre MO
Date:
Tuesday August 10, 2004 19:41:12 GMT
Comments:
jessie i was going through my email and i found one you sent me long ago on
valentines day. it made me cry because i was mean to you then and i am soooo
very sorry for that. i am going to north county school at the beging of the
school year then we are moving to marshfield again. i visit your resting place
as often as i can but it is still hard. i dont know why you had to leave us so
soon. i miss you jessica lynn kaiser i love you with all my heart
mandy
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Molly Kaiser
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday August 10, 2004 16:35:47 GMT
Comments:
Jessie, I love you so much and I would give my life to bring you back. I wish
that you were there just one night to comfort me in my bad times. When you
left, a big part of me left with you and that part of me was the joy I had
being with you and now that I can never be with you again then I will never get
that joy back unti the day I die. Jessie, You were a huge part of my ilfe and
all of my future plans involed you in them. I'm sorry if I wasnt a good enouph
sister. I wish I could spend the day I die with you but I cant because I have
to be pacient until the day I die. Then we can spend the rest of eternity
together, as the best sisters there ever was. I love you sooo much and you will
always be in my heart. I love you, Jessica Lynn Kaiser/ the best sister for
eternity.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Autumn Ross
Email: eee_gads@yahoo.com
Location:
The Netherlands
Date:
Tuesday August 10, 2004 14:23:58 GMT
Comments:
I just found out yesterday that Jessica is no longer on this earth. I hadn’t
seen or communicated with Jessica in a few years, but the news of her death is
still hitting me very hard. I still remember that beautiful young soul with
those big eyes, great dreams, and wonderful mind. I remember thinking at the
time I knew her, “This girl is gonna go far. She’s gonna change the world.”
Looking over this website, I see she was changing the world, making it better.
And I’m sure wherever she is now, she’s still making a gigantic impact. My
heart and prayers are with all that grieve over her passing. She was, and still
is, a precious and dynamic individual.
Age:
18-29
Name:
Dennis Lee Chilson
Email: dennischilson@bowling-green.net
Location:
CURRYVILLE MO
Date:
Thursday August 05, 2004 00:55:58 GMT
Comments:
This web page is such a touching memorial to Jessica. I only knew her briefly
but the impression she made on me will be with me always. Such a sparkling
laugh, a brilliant mind, a caring heart and funny to boot! You never got to
teach me to ride that horse Jessica, but if I ever get up the nerve to saddle
up I'll be whistling "Happy Trails" and thinkin'of you kiddo! I know
that I will never forget the long talk we had and how understanding you were.
Thanks again for being a real friend Jessica, you are one special lady!
Your friend Dennis
Age:
46-49
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday August 03, 2004 16:17:10 GMT
Comments:
Oh and by the way- about your room.... MAN you were a pig!!HAHA
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday August 03, 2004 16:15:03 GMT
Comments:
Started cleaning your room, making me miss you all the more. Every fiber in
my body aches for you, my dear girl.
They keep telling me that this will get easier in time. Youve been gone 6
weeks today, and its harder than ever.
I love you!
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Reggie Flores
Email: straberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday August 03, 2004 01:38:07 GMT
Comments:
You were a true blessing to me and my family. You were there whenevr i needed
someone to talk to our to get help with studying for test. Know i know that u
will be here with me spirtualy(sp)when i need someone ill just sit in my room
and think of the many things we did together. I can rember when we sang Joyful
Joyful i can bring my self to even practice that song. I just can't believe
that you the one of the many friends i had died. I love you and Your Family.
Well I'm gonna let u go. I know that ur in Heaven and you are probally working
with the many horses u have. I love you and Always Will
Age:
Under 18
Name:
jessica miller
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Monday August 02, 2004 03:13:47 GMT
Comments:
what a crazy week it has been i have confused and mixed feelings about the
whole thing i just cant understabd what is happening the pain goes away for a
while and then it hits again and i just dont know what to do jessica i miss you
so much i love you girl please help me and everyone in our hard times i love
you
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Ivy Kathleen Braack
Email: glass_shard_vampire@yahoo.com
Location:
Pryor OK
Date:
Sunday August 01, 2004 05:01:08 GMT
Comments:
Miss Brenda and Miss Molly, if you two need anything just let me know. I love
you as I love Jess, and you're my family just as Jess is my family. I'm here
for you if you ever need anything, you can depend on me. I love you both. I
know that Jess is watching over you and loving you and having her hand in
everything in your lives. She'll always be there for you, and so will I. I've
moved, but if you need anything, Melissa will know where to find me
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Ivy Kathleen Braack
Email: glass_shard_vampire@yahoo.com
Location:
Pryor OK
Date:
Sunday August 01, 2004 03:36:21 GMT
Comments:
I haven't been back in town since your funeral, but I'm bringing my fiance with
me to your resting place. It is the least I can do. You always made an effort
to be involved in my life and I want him to know you in some way. I'll teach my
children about the beautiful goddess that you always were....now you can take
your throne again, on the right hand of God, where you belong.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Dawn Braack (Ivy's mom)
Email: kolobbound@hotmail.com
Location:
Pryor OK
Date:
Sunday August 01, 2004 03:24:32 GMT
Comments:
You will be together again someday.
Age:
50-55
Name:
Jon Booker
Email: shannon.booker@rsmi.com
Location:
Rock Island IL
Date:
Friday July 30, 2004 14:07:45 GMT
Comments:
We're so sorry to hear the news. Jeff, my thoughts are with you.
Jon Booker
Age:
30-39
Name:
jessica miller
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Friday July 30, 2004 04:29:00 GMT
Comments:
jessie some days are harder than others tonight seems to be a harder one i just
wanted to tell you i wrote you a letter and i hope you read it i love you girl
and i miss you dont worry about any of us we will all be ok just remember we
all love you
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Dad
Email: ceasar1_1998@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday July 28, 2004 18:01:13 GMT
Comments:
Just sitting here at work thinking of you again Jessie. No words can explain
how much we all miss you. Everything has calmed down a bit, but the pain is
still as fresh as day 1. Everything reminds me of you. Thank you for all of the
wonderful talks that we have had in the past year. You helped me considerably
through some very difficult times. You are forever in my heart. Catch a few bug
in heaven for me. Don't fall off any unicorns. I love you
always. Dad
Age:
30-39
Name:
jessica miller
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday July 27, 2004 18:56:54 GMT
Comments:
hey jessica i miss you like crazy me and melissa go and visit you all the time
and we always pick you pretty flowers along the way i love you girl and dont
forget it and dont worry about chance were all taking care of him and i wont
let any one you didnt care for HANG ALL OVER HIM because its just not right
people tell me im your evil twin and i take care of the bad things you were
just to pure and sweet to do your self im there for you jessie and i love you
see you some day i miss you
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Melissa Henson
Email: don'thaveone@something.com
Location:
Richland MO
Date:
Friday July 23, 2004 22:50:22 GMT
Comments:
I'm doing this again. I just wanted to prove to everyone that I have been
attending Sunday Services at church. Funny how it takes something like this to
make me go there, huh? Yep... I know how you work. You'd always invite me over
to your house on a Saturday instead of Friday so that you could take me to
church with you. You sly thing. Well...I love you and I'll see you later.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Melissa Henson
Email: don'thaveone@something.com
Location:
Richland MO
Date:
Friday July 23, 2004 22:46:01 GMT
Comments:
Hey Jess. Just signing the guestbook...faithful as ever. I miss you like hell.
Can I say that? It doesn't matter. Because its true. I love you babe. You are
still my best friend! And you always will be. When I get up there you gotta
show me your mansion. I bet it's awesome. Well I'm finished with this, love ya.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Rhonda
Email: rb5343@yahoo.com
Location:
Osage Beach MO
Date:
Friday July 23, 2004 15:08:46 GMT
Comments:
This Web site is such a beautiful tribute to a beautiful young lady! Her
presence obviously made this world a better place. Brenda: God gave you this
angel to nurture and grow, which you did so beautifully. Be proud. May she rest
in peace in God's loving arms!
Name:
kelly timm
Email: preps_blow_09@yahoo.com
Location:
bonne terre MO
Date:
Thursday July 22, 2004 02:04:28 GMT
Comments:
even though i didnt really know jessica this has hit me really hard because i
knew molly i cant imagine the heart ache that they are going through.the letter
molly wrote was awesome. love you guys
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Whitney
Email: captaingirl_2006@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Thursday July 22, 2004 00:11:50 GMT
Comments:
Well Jessie it's sad you had to leave just when we started to get close
again... it was hard to sing without you at your sevices... but i knew in my
heart you were right there singing with us... you sure were a great friend, a
good singer, a loving sister, and you made a big impact on my life... I have
not been to sunday service since you left us ... i usually have to work but i
still dont think i could make it through service without you ... one day i will
get the strength to go back... I'm sorry for gettting mad at you over that stupid
picture... I'm sorry for never talking to you at school... I AM SOOO sorry for
everything and i wish there was a way i could change it... I love you and i
miss you... God bless your family and Chance... Bye for now but not forever...
Age:
Under 18
Name:
jessica miller (for the last time :P)
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday July 21, 2004 18:32:52 GMT
Comments:
ok this is the last post for today i had alot to say of here goes one more
time.....
jessica now that your gone i go to where you rest often, and on my way down
there i always stop and pick the pretty wild flowers for you since you loved wild
flowers so much. jessica i love you and i will miss you for the rest of my
life. but i know that you would want me to be happy and not sad so jessica
goodbye for now and i love you
Age:
Under 18
Name:
jessica miller (again)
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday July 21, 2004 18:28:41 GMT
Comments:
im still not done i wrote to much heres more .....
jessie dont ever feel bad for not inviting me to your birthday parties,
because you couldnt invite too many people. i understand i was just glad to see
you and hang out with you at school. you helped me alot in school you helped me
with my work and to put my life on the right track in school again.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
jessica miller
Email: anti_cheerleader_63376@hotmail.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday July 21, 2004 18:24:54 GMT
Comments:
jessica i know that back in the day like in grade school we didnt get along
very well and im so sorry about that. i guess it was each others jealousy, but
one summer when we got over it and we became friends again that made me very
happy. you had an effect on my life in a big part.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
mandy timm
Email: illusion_seeme@yahoo.com
Location:
stoutland MO
Date:
Wednesday July 21, 2004 15:01:50 GMT
Comments:
this site makes me cry because i know i wont get to see jessie
again until i die and it makes me happy because people love her so much that
they are willing to take thier time and make this. thanks
we all knew looking back on tears would make us laugh but who knew looking back
on laughs would make us cry
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Karen Scott
Email: karen.scott@qwest.com
Location:
denver CO
Date:
Monday July 19, 2004 14:46:47 GMT
Comments:
Jessie, although I only met you a couple of times, when I was in Iowa, and you
were there also, I heard a lot about you from your grandma, (my
sister,colleen). you are in my
thoughts and prayers(and your family also)..
Age:
56-65
Name:
Courtney Flores
Email: floreskennels@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday July 19, 2004 11:08:25 GMT
Comments:
Jessie was only with us a short time, but in the time she was here she touched
countless lives. She was truely a blessing to me and I will miss her dearly. I
could always count on her to cheer me up when things weren't going well. I
looked forward to waking into class Sunday morning knowing that her smiling face
would be there. She was a wonderful student and was always eager to help with
the lock-ins. Things just haven't been the same since she's been gone. I love
you Jessie!
Age:
18-29
Name:
John Alexander Steinhardt
Email: schizoidjohnny@yahoo.com
Date:
Friday July 16, 2004 21:28:22 GMT
Comments:
For the beautiful grand neice I never met; walk with God.
Om Mani Padme Hum..........Namaste'
Schizoid Johnny
Age:
46-49
Name:
Bill Jeffery
Email: gatorbill@tds.net
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Tuesday July 13, 2004 21:39:00 GMT
Comments:
You're missed.
Age:
50-55
Name:
Robert Sigrist
Email: rob.sigrist@sjsd.k12.mo.us
Location:
St. Joseph MO
Date:
Tuesday July 13, 2004 17:04:41 GMT
Comments:
May God bless and watch over your family.
Age:
30-39
Name:
Matt Schatz
Email: mschatz@lsoofice.com
Location:
Camdenton MO
Date:
Tuesday July 13, 2004 13:59:32 GMT
Comments:
Jeff;
I know from being a step parent myself that you can become quite attached to your step kids in a very short time. I can not begin to imagine what you and you family are going through. My families thoughts go out to you and you family.
Hang in there.
Age:
30-39
Entry:
* * * PRIVATE ENTRY * * *
Name:
Oren Lee Kirchhoff
Email: kirchhoff@socket.net
Location:
Moberly MO
Date:
Tuesday July 13, 2004 02:57:43 GMT
Comments:
I love you Jessie
Age:
Under 18
Name:
stefanie richard
Email: srichard@speedlinetech.com
Location:
franklin MA
Date:
Monday July 12, 2004 13:52:09 GMT
Comments:
just wishing we could be closer, to support your family.
Love always Stef Richard
Speedline Order Entry Franklin MA.
Age:
30-39
Name:
Reggie Flores
Email:
strawberry_baby_06@hotmail.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday July 10, 2004 20:31:05 GMT
Comments:
Ive known Jessica for a long time and i thought i would sign her guest book
she was nice to everyone that she knew and i love her dearly and Rest In Peace
Gurl.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Sr Margaret Kruse
Email: srmargaret@fdcatholic.org
Location:
Ft Dodge IA
Date:
Thursday July 08, 2004 16:32:41 GMT
Comments:
Colleen Bratland has shared with us in the Catholic Team Office about Jessica's
death. This is a very difficult time for all of you, so we will be rememberig
you all in prayer as you grieve Jessica's great loss in your lives. Blessings,
Sr Margaret
Age:
56-65
Entry:
* * * PRIVATE ENTRY * * *
Name:
Teresa
Email: dmarks1@qwest.net
Location:
Ames IA
Date:
Thursday July 08, 2004 14:56:29 GMT
Comments:
Jessie you were such a special person and touched so many lives. I find myself
thinking about you so often. Bryant and Reid keeping humming Concrete Angel and
tell me they miss you. I know you are in a much greater place now but we will
all miss you terribly. Please ask God to send some of his angels down to watch over
your Mom, Dad, Molly and Chris. I think they will need all the help they can
get to deal with you no longer being with them. You were a very special angel
who was a blessing to all who knew you.
Age:
30-39
Name:
Grandma and Papa
Email: triplebdairy@tds.net
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Monday July 05, 2004 16:21:53 GMT
Comments:
Our dear baby girl.
You know you have been the " Light of my life". The shared memories,
our shared feelings of life and our passion for Gods beautiful creature the
horse, will remain in my heart forever. Life will never be the same without you
my little jessie. P.S. Hannah said that you are now taking care of Gods horses!
Till we ride together again babe, all our love
Age:
56-65
Name:
Mom
Email:
kaisergirl_1@yahoo.com
Location:
MO
Date:
Monday July 05, 2004 05:14:50 GMT
Comments:
What can I say that I havent already said to you, my sweet daughter? You have
made me so proud, and even in your death you fill me with pride, seeing how
many people loved you. I cannot tell you how badly I already miss you, and
Ill be honest- this is almost more than I can bear. I am thankful, however,
that I could hold you hand when you passed, and tell you how much i love you.
I know you heard me, and I know you still hear me now. Ask God to help us
all find stregnth thru this.IM kinda mad at Him right now, as you probably
know. IM sure I will come to terms with this in time. I love you so much,
darling. Nothing will ever change that. Il write again when im stronger. Just
know how much my heart aches for you.
Age:
80 and over
Name:
Molly Kaiser
Email: mollykaiser65556@yahoo.com
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Sunday July 04, 2004 17:41:07 GMT
Comments:
Jessie, You were always there for me when I needed you. Words cannot explain
how I feel now, but what words can explain is that I love you very much and I
will never stop loving you just the same. Thank-you Jessie.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Chance
Email: rcrofts@tds.net
Location:
Stoutland MO
Date:
Saturday July 03, 2004 16:31:22 GMT
Comments:
Jessie I just want you to know that not even death will seperate us. I will
find you one day. This is just a bump in the long road ahead. No matter who
comes around in my life I will always love you.
Age:
Under 18
Name:
Aunt Lisa
Email: renfox@jobe.net
Location:
Richland MO
Date:
Saturday July 03, 2004 00:53:53 GMT
Comments:
The "First BABY I ever loved" that always made you smile.
From the first time I held you to the last you lite up my
life and touched my soul and I will never be the same
without you. Goodnight sweet angel, until we see eachother
again. Loving you always!!!
Age:
30-39
Name:
Doug Kaiser
Email: dougkaiser@mchsi.com
Location:
Des Moines IA
Date:
Friday July 02, 2004 15:04:50 GMT
Comments:
You touched the lives of so many people Jessie. I will miss you greatly.
Love Always... Doug
Age:
30-39
Name:
Carrie
Email: drgnfly4free@hotmail.com
Location:
Iowa city IA
Date:
Friday July 02, 2004 13:42:28 GMT
Comments:
We will miss you Jess, you were a bright shining star. All our Love Carrie,
Victoria, Alexandria & Erin
Age:
30-39
Name: Kathy Burns
Email: bkburns@grm.net
Location:
Ravenwood MO
Date:
Friday July 02, 2004 02:48:10 GMT
Comments:
Beautiful girl. Beautiful memories. God bless.
Age:
50-55